no one loves me


14:59 14:5914:59 by ~nakochan
start.
up on stage
the lights come on
the music starts
take a breath
take the ride
no safety bar
you already
know the risks
flash that smile
wave to the crowd
leave your impact
in the air
eyes on you
your name in lights
five minutes gone
nine five nine
everything's
in your own hands
take what you want
all the best
all you want
fame fans fortune
top of the list
don't come down
just a slip
someone else new
still holding on
centerstage
its too soon
the light's shifted
what happened now?
five five nine
don't panic
but you can't breathe
the crowd lessens
wait don't go
this i


reality meltdown -poem- what if they told youreality meltdown -poem- by ~nakochan
tomorrow would be gone
that reality would melt away
like ripples in a pond
what would you pack
who would you meet
would you take pictures
that you couldn't keep
a snapshot of parents
another of friends
one of just you
all lost in the end
would you fade away
disappear into time
beyond all imagination
music and rhyme
would sound be silenced
would colors run dry
would there be anyone
left to cry
so what if tomorrow
just melted away
how would you keep
your whole life in a day?


iLove my heart belongs to a box.iLove by ~nakochan
in the dim half-light of dawn
rays of sunshine creeping across the lawn
the time when i speak to my love.
the lonely sound of tapping keys
and yet he's always here with me
he's just idling.
strange does it seem
some kind of twisted dream
his words are more real than the guy next door.
ridiculous foolhardy idiotic stupid dumb
no idea where the words come from
i just trust the instinct.
recklessly caught in a net
with someone i've never met
if this is insanity, i'll live here forever.
lost in the glow of the slanted glass
hours slip by and past
time means nothing.
this inte
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If ignorance is bliss...
...then wipe the smile off my face.
anyhoozits, guess who?!
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[Maida Ishtar] [Daughter of Isis]
Malik Ishtar & Maida married 12/5/03
Witnessess: ~mizainin, ~manhandlerb, ~eva-unit-1337
May Isis & Osiris, the Eternal Lovers bless this marriage to be long and beautiful!
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[Maida Ishtar] [Daughter of Isis]
Malik Ishtar & Maida married 12/5/03
Witnessess: ~mizainin, ~manhandlerb, ~eva-unit-1337
May Isis & Osiris, the Eternal Lovers bless this marriage to be long and beautiful!
Yugi likes BOOBS
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[Maida Ishtar] [Daughter of Isis]
Malik Ishtar & Maida married 12/5/03
Witnessess: ~mizainin, ~manhandlerb, ~eva-unit-1337
May Isis & Osiris, the Eternal Lovers bless this marriage to be long and beautiful!
Yugi likes BOOBS
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